Monday, July 13, 2009
God used our camp pastor Gary Vaughan to help me with some of my deciscions regarding my future. i sat down and talked to gary at lunch one day and kinda just asked him about his story that led him to where he was now. he told me his story and it was strangley familiar to mine. he went to college and worked towards getting his education degree in a composite social studies form. he then asked me about a little of my story and i told him about where i am up till now. i told him that i am waiting for God's direction about where to go next. i told him that i am one of those guys that wants to see my whole path lit up. he told me that he was that way too, but God sometimes lights up just one step up at a time for guys like us. this makes us rely on Him and to be obedient to Him. gary said that when you have no sense of what God is telling you to do next, do the last thing that he told you to do until he reveals that next step.
so that is where i am at right now. unsure about my future path but loving the present time that God has me in. I will continue serving Him while i am waiting on that next step.
Monday, June 22, 2009
Saturday, June 6, 2009
the whole earth is full of his glory."
4 At the sound of their voices the doorposts and thresholds shook and the temple was filled with smoke.
5 "Woe to me!" I cried. "I am ruined! For I am a man of unclean lips, and I live among a people of unclean lips, and my eyes have seen the King, the LORD Almighty."
6 Then one of the seraphs flew to me with a live coal in his hand, which he had taken with tongs from the altar. 7 With it he touched my mouth and said, "See, this has touched your lips; your guilt is taken away and your sin atoned for."
8 Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, "Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?"
And I said, "Here am I. Send me!"
isaiah's encounter with God started with him witnessing God and his splendor. one of my teachers has told me that the definition of worship is an encounter with God in which u come away changed. you can never encounter God and not be changed by it.
through isaiah's worship God revealed his sin. isaiah sees his sin and immediately confesses it before God. God heres his plea for forgiveness and through his grace forgives him. oo there is so much to say about grace but that will be another blog.
God then asks who will go and speak to the people and reveal their unfaithfulness and sin and isaiah cries "Here am I, send me!"
After having this quiet time i knew without a doubt that God had called me to go to the Dakota's but i did not know how or where. i started by emailing a pastor from north dakota who is in charged of the camp our church helps with each summer in south dakota. after two weeks or so i still had not gotten a reply from him. i figured that i did my part and it wouldn't work out and i could stay safe at home this summer. however after another week i got an email back from him and it said he had sent my info to a few churches and some of them wanted more info. i sent the info to him and he sent it to the churches.
i decided i wanted to go camping out for a night and pray this thing over and see in which direction God was leading me to. i came back after that camp out and had three emails from three different places all asking me to consider and pray to see if that is where God wanted me. I was so excited. I begin to pray about them and God led me to choose Calvary Baptist Church in Rapid City, South Dakota. Now here i am. I am a week into this amazing journey and God has placed me with a great family and an awesome youth group and church. I am excited about what God has in store and will be updating you with events and happenings when they come. so this was a lil bit of my journey.